Friday, July 22, 2011

another day on the diet

well i am down to 167 on ranee's weigher!! so exciting !! i made some chicken for me to take to work so i don't have to buy anything i hope its enough to last until 6 tonight!! its crazy working is helping me loose weight because i don't just eat out of boredom!! and I have to run around a lot i am gonna be so excited when i hit 160!! hopefully in just 7 more days but i don't want to count on that and be sad if i don't !! that would be amazing if i did though I would be to 160 before Joe got here!! that would be a whole 13 lbs since he last saw me i would have to look different!!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

another day on diet

well my weight is now at 168-169 if i wouldn't of cheated the other day it would have been lower i am sure !! I can do this it is possible and i am so excited !! i pray it keeps going this well and i will be my goal weight long before my wedding and even before Vegas!! i want to eat healthy but right now this is a quick fix!! and i want to learn how to eat right and exerciser like a regular person so basically what that means is i have to start working out!! and i am now determined more than ever to loose this weight and do good and this diet so i will !! a month of this will be mid August and then from there i get to add in some veggies !! we will see how that goes!! well chat later getting ready for work

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

day 5

okay so i gained a pound back from eating crappy!! that sucks at 170 on Ranee's hopefully tomorrow will be better!!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

day 4

7-18 getting closer to the wedding but more important Vegas!! I weighed 169 on Ranee's weigher !!! i don't feel thinner but its like i am loosing a pound a day!!

lets see if i still loose weight!! my friend came over so i had a taco and a horchata instead of no carbs or sugar!! so we will see what happens tomorrow

Monday, July 18, 2011

day 3

7-18-11 well how many days til my wedding?? its Oct. 8th and i am still a chunky monkey oh well i am doing this diet so i sure hope it works out well I don't want to just loose weight and then get fat again i want to actually loose it and keep it gone forever i want to be one of those thin people that chunky people like me are jealous of, its weird in high school i was thin and didn't even know it i guess that's how it is most people never feel good enough never thin enough so i guess it comes from the inside not the outside I hope doing this diet and sticking with it will help me feel beautiful on the inside as well. Ranee's weigher said I was 170-171 its so hard to tell on that thing so i guess between the two closest but the truth will be reviled  at the doc. I am planning on going in maybe the 29th or something like that if that's not a weekend ha ha well I am hoping to be down quite a lot by then so i can feel like this diet is working!! oh by the way the diet I am on is no carb no sugar with b12 shots and a appetite supressant

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Carebear on a diet day 2 part 2

well i still don't feel all shaky from the pills that's good i am only taking 1/2 a day i am thinking about trying a whole pill maybe it would help my appetite more seeing how i still have one.. this diet is going against everything i have learned is good for you like veggies and lean meat and limited quantities of fat.. but i am ignoring myself and doing the diet still trying to not cook with a bunch of fat and mostly turkey and chicken instead of red meat which i know is bad for the heart the thing i am having trouble with is the egg thing i know too many eggs will raise blood pressure or clog arteries so i am trying to limit my intake of those even though they say its okay to eat however many like today i used two eggs and then some egg whites. so i think i am doing well 

Carebear on a diet day 2

July 17 2011 between 171-172 at 8 am on ranee's
so yesterday started out well i followed the diet to a T I followed every rule, all day long i had a drink in my hand of some sort either tea (which made me a little jittery with the pills) or water flavored with crystal light! raspberry crystal light is the best, but then i went to a bbq and i cheated =( not too bad though no real sweets and i didn't go to crazy so even if i did cheat i still don't think i went over my calories for the day because i just didn't eat that much food today although when i did it was meat which has more calories so i am not sure.. but anywho i am determined to do good today!! I am a little stressed because i am working an 8 hour shift and am very worried about what i can take but i will figure it out if not i guess i can just go buy something from fast food and only eat the meat.. =( sounds like a bad idea though..... we will see what i end up doing