day 3

7-18-11 well how many days til my wedding?? its Oct. 8th and i am still a chunky monkey oh well i am doing this diet so i sure hope it works out well I don't want to just loose weight and then get fat again i want to actually loose it and keep it gone forever i want to be one of those thin people that chunky people like me are jealous of, its weird in high school i was thin and didn't even know it i guess that's how it is most people never feel good enough never thin enough so i guess it comes from the inside not the outside I hope doing this diet and sticking with it will help me feel beautiful on the inside as well. Ranee's weigher said I was 170-171 its so hard to tell on that thing so i guess between the two closest but the truth will be reviled  at the doc. I am planning on going in maybe the 29th or something like that if that's not a weekend ha ha well I am hoping to be down quite a lot by then so i can feel like this diet is working!! oh by the way the diet I am on is no carb no sugar with b12 shots and a appetite supressant