another day on the diet

well i am down to 167 on ranee's weigher!! so exciting !! i made some chicken for me to take to work so i don't have to buy anything i hope its enough to last until 6 tonight!! its crazy working is helping me loose weight because i don't just eat out of boredom!! and I have to run around a lot i am gonna be so excited when i hit 160!! hopefully in just 7 more days but i don't want to count on that and be sad if i don't !! that would be amazing if i did though I would be to 160 before Joe got here!! that would be a whole 13 lbs since he last saw me i would have to look different!!

another day on diet

well my weight is now at 168-169 if i wouldn't of cheated the other day it would have been lower i am sure !! I can do this it is possible and i am so excited !! i pray it keeps going this well and i will be my goal weight long before my wedding and even before Vegas!! i want to eat healthy but right now this is a quick fix!! and i want to learn how to eat right and exerciser like a regular person so basically what that means is i have to start working out!! and i am now determined more than ever to loose this weight and do good and this diet so i will !! a month of this will be mid August and then from there i get to add in some veggies !! we will see how that goes!! well chat later getting ready for work

day 5

okay so i gained a pound back from eating crappy!! that sucks at 170 on Ranee's hopefully tomorrow will be better!!

day 4

7-18 getting closer to the wedding but more important Vegas!! I weighed 169 on Ranee's weigher !!! i don't feel thinner but its like i am loosing a pound a day!!

lets see if i still loose weight!! my friend came over so i had a taco and a horchata instead of no carbs or sugar!! so we will see what happens tomorrow

day 3

7-18-11 well how many days til my wedding?? its Oct. 8th and i am still a chunky monkey oh well i am doing this diet so i sure hope it works out well I don't want to just loose weight and then get fat again i want to actually loose it and keep it gone forever i want to be one of those thin people that chunky people like me are jealous of, its weird in high school i was thin and didn't even know it i guess that's how it is most people never feel good enough never thin enough so i guess it comes from the inside not the outside I hope doing this diet and sticking with it will help me feel beautiful on the inside as well. Ranee's weigher said I was 170-171 its so hard to tell on that thing so i guess between the two closest but the truth will be reviled  at the doc. I am planning on going in maybe the 29th or something like that if that's not a weekend ha ha well I am hoping to be down quite a lot by then so i can feel like this diet is working!! oh by the way the diet I am on is no carb no sugar with b12 shots and a appetite supressant

Carebear on a diet day 2 part 2

well i still don't feel all shaky from the pills that's good i am only taking 1/2 a day i am thinking about trying a whole pill maybe it would help my appetite more seeing how i still have one.. this diet is going against everything i have learned is good for you like veggies and lean meat and limited quantities of fat.. but i am ignoring myself and doing the diet still trying to not cook with a bunch of fat and mostly turkey and chicken instead of red meat which i know is bad for the heart the thing i am having trouble with is the egg thing i know too many eggs will raise blood pressure or clog arteries so i am trying to limit my intake of those even though they say its okay to eat however many like today i used two eggs and then some egg whites. so i think i am doing well 

Carebear on a diet day 2

July 17 2011 between 171-172 at 8 am on ranee's
so yesterday started out well i followed the diet to a T I followed every rule, all day long i had a drink in my hand of some sort either tea (which made me a little jittery with the pills) or water flavored with crystal light! raspberry crystal light is the best, but then i went to a bbq and i cheated =( not too bad though no real sweets and i didn't go to crazy so even if i did cheat i still don't think i went over my calories for the day because i just didn't eat that much food today although when i did it was meat which has more calories so i am not sure.. but anywho i am determined to do good today!! I am a little stressed because i am working an 8 hour shift and am very worried about what i can take but i will figure it out if not i guess i can just go buy something from fast food and only eat the meat.. =( sounds like a bad idea though..... we will see what i end up doing

carebear on a diet

Day 1: 7-16-11
Okay so I just took my first dose of pills.. Well I only took ½ of a pill called phen something.. Jamie says it is suppose to be like drugs so we will see if I can handle it and actually loose this weight!! As of right now on Ranee’s weigher I weigh 173 at the doc. Yesterday I weighed 175.5 5 lbs away from being obese!! So sad how I have let myself go =( its like I like food more than myself =( and now food has become my enemy I hate it and love it, it does not bring me joy like it use to I imagine this is how a drug addict feels about drugs they hate it so much but can’t seem to stop I hope this diet will teach me how to eat in smaller quanities so when I do get off of it I will know how to eat and not just gain all the weight back. My goal as of right now is to get down to 150 by my wedding but my true goal is to get down to 130 which is possible my healthy weight ranges from 114-150 so 130 would be perfect !! Lets pray this diet works for me its my last chance at loosing weight for the wedding I can’t give up!!