Okay so I just took my first dose of pills.. Well I only took ½ of a pill called phen something.. Jamie says it is suppose to be like drugs so we will see if I can handle it and actually loose this weight!! As of right now on Ranee’s weigher I weigh 173 at the doc. Yesterday I weighed 175.5 5 lbs away from being obese!! So sad how I have let myself go =( its like I like food more than myself =( and now food has become my enemy I hate it and love it, it does not bring me joy like it use to I imagine this is how a drug addict feels about drugs they hate it so much but can’t seem to stop I hope this diet will teach me how to eat in smaller quanities so when I do get off of it I will know how to eat and not just gain all the weight back. My goal as of right now is to get down to 150 by my wedding but my true goal is to get down to 130 which is possible my healthy weight ranges from 114-150 so 130 would be perfect !! Lets pray this diet works for me its my last chance at loosing weight for the wedding I can’t give up!!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
carebear on a diet
Day 1: 7-16-11
Okay so I just took my first dose of pills.. Well I only took ½ of a pill called phen something.. Jamie says it is suppose to be like drugs so we will see if I can handle it and actually loose this weight!! As of right now on Ranee’s weigher I weigh 173 at the doc. Yesterday I weighed 175.5 5 lbs away from being obese!! So sad how I have let myself go =( its like I like food more than myself =( and now food has become my enemy I hate it and love it, it does not bring me joy like it use to I imagine this is how a drug addict feels about drugs they hate it so much but can’t seem to stop I hope this diet will teach me how to eat in smaller quanities so when I do get off of it I will know how to eat and not just gain all the weight back. My goal as of right now is to get down to 150 by my wedding but my true goal is to get down to 130 which is possible my healthy weight ranges from 114-150 so 130 would be perfect !! Lets pray this diet works for me its my last chance at loosing weight for the wedding I can’t give up!!
Okay so I just took my first dose of pills.. Well I only took ½ of a pill called phen something.. Jamie says it is suppose to be like drugs so we will see if I can handle it and actually loose this weight!! As of right now on Ranee’s weigher I weigh 173 at the doc. Yesterday I weighed 175.5 5 lbs away from being obese!! So sad how I have let myself go =( its like I like food more than myself =( and now food has become my enemy I hate it and love it, it does not bring me joy like it use to I imagine this is how a drug addict feels about drugs they hate it so much but can’t seem to stop I hope this diet will teach me how to eat in smaller quanities so when I do get off of it I will know how to eat and not just gain all the weight back. My goal as of right now is to get down to 150 by my wedding but my true goal is to get down to 130 which is possible my healthy weight ranges from 114-150 so 130 would be perfect !! Lets pray this diet works for me its my last chance at loosing weight for the wedding I can’t give up!!
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